Don’t let negative and toxic people rent space in your head. Raise the rent and kick them out!
“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.”—Harvey Milk
bored..frustrated..annoyed.. everything?!?
im bored of the same shit.. I’m tired of being sweet one who’s thoughtful and doing things because i love you or because i care.. it isn’t fair on me… i need to be impressed or wowed once in a while too I’m a girl after all its like once u got me that was it for you.. you stopped everything and I CONSTANTLY BITCH TO YOU ABOUT THIS and you don’t do shit.. so what the HELL am i suppose to do? I’m tired and need a change with us you need to put in more effort other than just talking to me and saying you love/miss me okay that does help but i mean that all you say and you think that its all i need well I’m sorry to break it to you.. your wrong. I need words, actions etc… you make it seem like I’m asking for so fucking much but i know I’m not… i’ve just had it
is it okay?
Its like we are on two different paths. I want one things and you want another. I mean yeah, you say we are on the same page but realistically speaking i don’t know if we are? we want different things in life and we see so many things differently which is fine but sometime it isn’t. Your unhappy with a lot of things in your life which is fine fair enough but all i do is try make you happy even while i am with you but you NEVER seem be happy ( you say you are) but the way you act and the way you are says another thing. Your not happy with what your studying/doing with your life which is fine but at least finish it. With me when you start something you have to finish it, you don’t like it fine finish it and find what you like so you can do both? I mean is it me or is that just obvious? I seem think that there are solutions to most things and I feel like when I share with you…you turn them down or completely shut me out. what else am i suppose to do? I am already on a thin line and you seem keep pushing me away its getting hard for me to be happy around you because you seem drag me down with you. I’ve had loads of talks with you and I’ve hoped that i’d get my point across and most of the time i’ve managed to get most of it out there but its like it goes in one ear out the other so explain to me what the point in even caring? like i don’t even know why i care so much about what you do with your life? well maybe just maybe its because i see us together in the long run and i want you to be somebody i want you to do something with your life something that makes YOU HAPPY not anyone else but you yourself. Half the time you ask me whats wrong so many things are running through my head at once i can’t keep up. Mostly though honestly, i worry about you where you will be where you wanna go etc. You really have no idea how much i really do care and love you. I’m tired of being the sweet/thoughtful one i always say this but i never stop i don’t know how/why? i just can’t. Im made the way i am and I’m bloody thoughtful/sweet. Why can’t u do some things i do for you or even some of the things. Its really like I’m asking for the world when i know at the end of the day I’m not. You make me so happy baby but there is so much more i want from this and your sucking it away your not letting me breath and your not letting either of us be happy. I bloody well know you don’t want to be here yet alone studying what your studying but you’ve made it this far so you have to finish but it seems like you don’t even care or want to do that? what puzzles me is why? i can’t seem to understand it.. I just care too much and i can’t help it its my weakness and i don’t think you’ll ever truly understand how much i care and love you. If you ever read this maybe u will understand better i sure hope so? point is i love you to bits i just wish that certain things would change but i guess i am asking for a lot and that wrong on my part.
When your crush says Hi…
You’re all like:
“Okay ill see you later”
Then you’re like:
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Scars
People have scars In all sorts of unexpected places, like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don’t. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut’s long gone, the pain still lingers
